My Go To

I know that when I came out of this fog I realized a few things. After I turned 18, I decided after spending 18 years of church and the God that I grew up fearing and knowing. I would never be able to achieve His standards. I knew what was required and I kept on doing wrong. That’s something I think satan (lower case by design),(doesn’t deserve a proper name), Mother, well, you know… has perfected while we’re young and impressionable and vulnerable to all the fears we humans possess.

God on the other hand is wanting us to get up out of our crap pile , wipe it off and get on with the miracle. We are delivered from the pain and fear of this world and bought with a price. That price was Christ, and that comes with a contract of your continued growth, faith, and that He in fact actually paid that price and now lives and reigns at our Fathers right hand. Our guaranteed reward is not of this world, but that of the unphathomable wonders of what’s next in our path. We are to tell the world about the truth we have found. The world cannot deny our stories of being Christ redeemed, set free and they won’t get it until they see it living in us. That’s His expectation of us. We are existing with God kept on our night stands hoping He’ll shine favors our way. They’re already there waiting on you to claim them, pick them up and take them out to show your friends the gift God personally bestowed upon you alone to help shine the “LIGHT”.

I know I’ve been, seen what the darkness has in store for me and you. They want you, your family and as many people he can have his losers convince you you’re less than, deserve more and won’t amount to anything unless you measure up to the world’s standards. Good luck.

Here’s your toilet paper, buddy.

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